Hey, guys... I don't know why but I'm feeling really empty, lost and, well a bit depressed actually I've been feeling like this for only a few days, though, luckily... Feeling really lonely I look back at what has gone on for all of the time that I have been a member of this forum and it's somehow pulling me apart... I guess it's just because I'm feeling really lonely... I don't seem to talk to people as much now because they don't seem to be on... I'm sorry about this and I'd really like to get talking to my friends again, I do need to put more of an effort in to talk to all of my friends on here...
The people who I feel who I have drifted from significantly (sorry for mention) is TrainerExpert, Gameguy and Luma... Just wondering what's gone on, is all... We're all still alright, right? Just feels like the bond we once had has drifted... Yes, I know my absence didn't help but...
The next one is, well just this guy... (He's straight, so don't worry, nothing will happen) but still... Yeah, he's an online guy and I liked the feeling I had for him but, like always, it's now been dashed because, well, that kindness I thought he once had has drifted off... He's not as sensitive as he used to be and it seems, the more we talk (we talk when we're playing MKW together), the worse it gets... Perhaps he's noticed and is trying to hurt me, so I won't love him anymore, cuz, that's what any straight guy would do, right? I know it couldn't be that but still, it's hurt...
So, I'd just like to talk with you all again... I know many of you still like me but we don't talk as much as we used to... I'll put more effort to get on more often and talk to all of my friends... Just wanna get back what was there before... It's hard, very hard when... well, the only friends you have are online but you hardly get the chance to speak to them...
Sorry for my depressive paragraphs, just feeling really down and I want to vent. Hope to talk to you all again really soon. Also, hoping that I get to talk to Yozz today would be nice as well. We haven't talked for a little while now. Thanks, everyone and sorry.
The people who I feel who I have drifted from significantly (sorry for mention) is TrainerExpert, Gameguy and Luma... Just wondering what's gone on, is all... We're all still alright, right? Just feels like the bond we once had has drifted... Yes, I know my absence didn't help but...
The next one is, well just this guy... (He's straight, so don't worry, nothing will happen) but still... Yeah, he's an online guy and I liked the feeling I had for him but, like always, it's now been dashed because, well, that kindness I thought he once had has drifted off... He's not as sensitive as he used to be and it seems, the more we talk (we talk when we're playing MKW together), the worse it gets... Perhaps he's noticed and is trying to hurt me, so I won't love him anymore, cuz, that's what any straight guy would do, right? I know it couldn't be that but still, it's hurt...
So, I'd just like to talk with you all again... I know many of you still like me but we don't talk as much as we used to... I'll put more effort to get on more often and talk to all of my friends... Just wanna get back what was there before... It's hard, very hard when... well, the only friends you have are online but you hardly get the chance to speak to them...
Sorry for my depressive paragraphs, just feeling really down and I want to vent. Hope to talk to you all again really soon. Also, hoping that I get to talk to Yozz today would be nice as well. We haven't talked for a little while now. Thanks, everyone and sorry.